Remembering Baby

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Losing a baby can be the hardest thing we ever have to survive. We can heal, but we never forget. These pages are meant to be a safe space for remembering. Share a story, a poem, a prayer or a blessing. Our babies are gone, but are never out of our thoughts or out of our hearts.

 

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  • These pages are meant to be a safe space for remembering. Share a story, a poem, a prayer or a blessing. Our babies are gone, but are never out of our thoughts or out of our hearts.

 

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Your Baby's Name
Baby Barton
Your Remembrance

You were only in our lives for two weeks before we lost you. We had only just begun planning how we would announce the pregnancy, and I hadn't even had a positive pregnancy test yet, but we knew you were there. Losing you so early doesn't make it any easier, and I fear that I may eventually forget you when the next one comes along. I will do my best not to forget, and I look forward to finally meeting you in the next life. Mommy loves you, even if she never met you.

Date and Location
December 18, 2015 Salt Lake City
Your Baby's Name
Brody Jacob Maxwell
Your Remembrance

It's been nearly two years. How is that possible? Every detail is as clear as if it were yesterday. I knew you were gone even before the ultrasound told us it was so. I cried at bible study the week before because I just knew something wasn't right. On the way to our appointment I even told your daddy how I wanted to handle it if they told us you were gone. I begged God to let me be wrong, but there you were on the screen; perfectly formed, but completely quiet. It was the day before Christmas Eve. The doctor wanted me to deliver you the next day. I couldn't. You were born just after midnight on December 27th. Telling your brother and sisters was unimaginably hard. They cried for hours. They wanted their baby. I wanted you even more. Christmas was a special blessing that year because, being very young, they were easily distracted by Santa and presents. Thank God for small favors. Labor was so much longer than I expected, but i wouldn't take back a moment of it. There was a sweetness in the pain. It meant you were there. I didn't go to sleep on an operating table and wake up cleaned out like you had never existed. It made you more real. I never saw you. I couldn't do it. Daddy says you were perfect. Maybe that's why I couldn't do it. If there was something wrong on the outside, I could have said, "I understand this. " I've never seen where you are buried either. I know I'm supposed to imagine you safe in the loving arms of Jesus or God or the Angels or whoever else is supposed to be there waiting for babies when they die. Seeing your grave would just make me picture you cold, alone in the ground. I bought your headstone though. There is so much pain in having to say that. I bought a headstone for my sweet baby boy who we so desperately wanted. Who I still so desperately want. You have a little brother. I refused to get pregnant again until your due date was well passed. I wanted there to be a space for you. Time enough for you to have happened. I didn't want anyone to ever say those awful, too hopeful words, "had you not lost him..." Here's the surprising thing about having your brother. I never thought he would replace you, but I thought he would ease the pain a little. That didn't happen. I adore him, but I don't love him more than you just because he's here. There is a hole here that only you could fill, and no matter how big our family is, it will never feel whole. You are our missing piece. You are my missing piece.

Date and Location
Atlanta 12/10/15
Your Baby's Name
Brianna Rose & Connor Ray
Your Remembrance

With all my love for my two perfect angels,

I am sorry that I failed you. I wish my body was stronger- strong enough to bring you into the world. I cannot understand, cope with or reason why any of this happened. All I can say is that I am sorry... I am sorry that I never got to hold you or kiss you good night. I am sorry that you will not get a single hug or "I love you" from your parents. I am sorry you never celebrated a single Christmas, birthday or cried a single tear. I am sorry you never had a chance to learn to walk or make a friend. I am sorry you will never get to learn to ride a bike with your dad or paint a picture in his gallery. I am sorry you will never get to fall in love and have a family of your own... There are a million dreams that will never come true for my perfect baby girl and my perfect baby boy. I am sorry you do not get to live and I do...

Each day I have to remember the only words that have brought me comfort since you left, "Connor and Brianna are our guardian angels. They will always be with us and will protect any babies that we are blessed with in the future. That means they are watching. Stay strong for your babies. Stay strong for Connor and Brianna. They need their strong Mama back." ~ Thank you to my amazing husband for not leaving despite losing 2 perfect children in 8 months.

I am sorry, but I am working to be your strong Mama again.

I will always love you but never forget you.

Date and Location
August 4, 2014 & March 31, 2015
Your Baby's Name
Brandel Leroy Watson
Your Remembrance

My miracle child Brandel,
Has gone on ahead,
Leaving me an my family behind.
Our loss is felt daily.
The pain cannot subside,
Not be numbed.
I must work thru it,
In my own time,
In my own way.
The pain is mine,
To do with as I will.

I have experienced a profound loss,
One that has broken my heart
And torn my life to pieces.
Guide me, Goddess,
Help me overcome my grief
Reclaim my strength,
Find my courage to move on,
And give me the will to live an love life again.

I only knew of you for a short time but during those months you made it well known you were on the way. I jus didn't expect for you to leave me so soon. I'm sorry that you never got to meet your huge family. I'm sorry that my love wasn't enough to keep you from being my sleeping Angel at birth. You will always forever be my miracle son. You proved drs wrong that I could have you. It may have only been 28 weeks I got to spend with you but every second of every day I blessed it knowing you were on your way. I'm jus ever so sorry it was sooner then expected an that those were the only days I got to spend with you. I will forever an always love you my precious miracle son.

Date and Location
10/29/15 Ketchikan, Ak
Your Baby's Name
Baby Love
Your Remembrance

Today I learned I had lost you but I think I knew last week. Somehow I knew inside because I'm your mom. I love you and I hope your angel brothers and sisters are looking after you well. Mommy seems to keep making too many of you angel babies. Your big brother here with me was so excited to know that you were coming. I told him today that this was not so anymore. He was upset. He wanted a baby. Daddy and I both wanted you too. I feel so empty and so sad. I don't know why we could not be together. I love you baby. Kisses till we are together again.

Date and Location
11/18/15 VA
Your Baby's Name
Drake R. Saxon
Your Remembrance

Today it has been 4 years and it feels like you just left me and your daddy...my heart breaks every day but especially today because we are separated by time and space. I love you son.

Date and Location
Chesapeake VA 11/18/2015
Your Baby's Name
Wyatt Blake
Your Remembrance

From the moment I knew about you, I wanted you. I love you with everything I have and it hurts me every minute that I lost you before I could be sure you knew that. You are so loved, angel! I am so thankful that the Lord and some of our family can watch over you until I can myself. I wish I could have protected you. Not a day will ever go by that I won't be thinking of you and how badly I wish you were here with me.

Date and Location
23 October 2015, Houston TX
Your Baby's Name
Shaurya
Your Remembrance

My dear Shaurya... true to ur name, u lived like a warrior. On your birthday , just want to let u know i will always cherish the time spent with u. Miss u badly. Remember u each n every moment. Happy 6th birthday my angel. . I pray to the almighty to bring u in my life again.

Date and Location
4th November 2015
Your Baby's Name
Logan
Your Remembrance

My sweet lil baby boy ur missed every second of every day I yearn to hold u and smell ur sweet baby smell and ur beautiful dark hair that felt like silk ur in our hearts forever mommy daddy sissy we love u so very much

Your Baby's Name
Baby M
Your Remembrance

You were an unexpected surprise that both your father and I instantly became overjoyed at the thought of you snuggling inside me. I don't know why you had to go, but I know that your spiritual family above has welcomed you with loving and opened arms. I love you and will always remember that you were scheduled to arrive on June 22, 2016 into the arms of a loving mom, a dad (who would have greeted you saying "hey kid"), two sisters (5 months and 9), and a big brother (17). Your nana knew you were going to be even before we knew it, she's connected like that. Only God knows what will happen next, but I want to say thank you for being with me (even if it was brief) and I look forward to our paths crossing again. Love you kid.

Love and memories forever,

Your mom and pop

Date and Location
10/28/2015 Richmond, Virginia
Your Baby's Name
Emily Grace Williams
Your Remembrance

You were taken from me too soon. I Love and miss you so much it hurts. I know you are in heaven and watching over your sisters, brother, daddy and mommy. We miss you and love you so much. I want you back more than anything. You will forever be my angel!!

“There is no foot too small that it cannot leave an imprint on this world"

I love you baby girl
Mommy

Date and Location
10/15/15 Port Saint Lucie, Florida
Your Baby's Name
Sarah
Your Remembrance

Sarah it's been 13 years since your Angel Day and not one day passes that I don't think of you, miss you and wish you were here. I love you!
XOXOX (x10000)
Mommy

Date and Location
Oct 12 2015, Kimberton PA
Your Baby's Name
Elizabeth Gail Smith; My Angel Beth
Your Remembrance

April will be 21 years since you've been here & gone... I still think of you every day. They say time heals, but I'm still waiting. I believe time helps ease the pain, but does not heal. I miss you!

Date and Location
10/21/15 Portsmouth, Oh.
Your Baby's Name
Jayden Tyler Wilson
Your Remembrance

Last night while I was trying to sleep, My son’s voice I did hear
I opened my eyes and looked around but he did not appear.
He said “Mom you’ve got to listen, You’ve got to understand
God didn’t take me from you, Mom He only took my hand,
When I called out in pain that night, The instant that I died,
He reached down and took my hand, And pulled me to his side.
He pulled me up and saved me From the misery and pain
My body was hurt so badly inside, I could never be the same.
My search is really over now, I’ve found happiness within,
All the answers to my empty dreams And all that might have been.
I love you and miss you so, And I’ll always be nearby.
My body’s gone forever, But my spirit will never die!
And so, you must go on now, Live one day at a time.
Just understand God did not take me from you,
He only took my hand.
**Rest In Peace Baby Boy 05-24-15**Gone But Never Forgotten*
**I Love You And Miss You Always -Mommy**

Date and Location
May 24, 2015 Chestertown,Maryland
Your Baby's Name
Cassandra
Your Remembrance

my beautiful girl your name has come up as Cassidy on this site I know you are my darling Cassie Bless your sweet little soul So so sorry I wasn't strong enough to resist your violent father my gorgeous baby Hope you are waiting for me in the summer land xxx

Your Baby's Name
Cassidy
Your Remembrance

i will never forget you my darling girl Yyour horrible violent father made me get rid of you You live in my heart always Am so sorry I wasn't strong enough to hang on to you I have never forgiven myself for not being stronger against his violence Forgive me my beautiful one You are in my heart every day I could never replace you and so didn't have anymore children Waiting to meet you again in the next world my beautiful much loved child xxx

Your Baby's Name
Cedric Vincent Lima
Your Remembrance

You came as quickly as your went back home to our Lord, but I am so thankful that you blessed me and your father with your presence even if only for a short time. I didn't think I would make it this October 3rd as you left that day last year. A bright spot for my heart to grasp onto while mourning your granddaddy's passing, I guess you decided to go and be with him instead of be here with us without him. I don't blame you! 🙂 But I did and I miss you more than I knew possible, but I am thankful to know I'm a mom because of you. Thank you for choosing me. I love you.

Date and Location
10/16/15 Atlanta, GA
Your Baby's Name
Ahrika Jachae' Jones
Your Remembrance

I lost my daughter before she had a chance to make her grand appearance. June 9, 2014 was the day she made me an Angel Mommy. This June 9th I got a tattoo in her honor. I love saying her name and talking about her.

Date and Location
10-15-15 Marionm, SC
Your Baby's Name
Aleah Nicole
Date and Location
August 12, 2013
Your Baby's Name
Vulkyn Wilding
Your Remembrance

Dear Vulkyn,

It is almost your birth day! We miss you and think of you every day. I am so grateful for the time I got to know you while you were in my womb. I don't understand why you'll never be in my arms, but you have my heart and my love forever.

Date and Location
10/15/2015
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